Just got back from my 4th straight day of 6-9hrs work and i’m not really feeling tired right now. i have work tomorrow morning. i’m thinking about going for a run ‘cause i haven’t been running for almost a week now. i’m not gaining weight (actually lose a lb or two) but i feel like i’m losing muscles (turning into fats). i feel like if i do run tonight that i’ll be so out of energy that i might have problem waking up early tomorrow. hmmm. what to do? lol.
heck, i’ll just do it anyway to not feel like a lazy fatass. hehe
“Two halves don’t make a whole… Two wholes make a whole. In my relationship, I was giving myself away to make the relationship better, but in actuality, wasn’t doing better by doing that. I became less of a man.” —Jason Mraz. He knows his shit. lol. I’ll be listening to more Mraz songs in the future for relationship advice. lol (via arigatomypeach)
“Two halves don’t make a whole… Two wholes make a whole. In my relationship, I was giving myself away to make the relationship better, but in actuality, wasn’t doing better by doing that. I became less of a man.” —Jason Mraz. He knows his shit. lol. I’ll be listening to more Mraz songs in the future for relationship advice. lol
Unting-unti kong bibitawan ang bigat na bumabagal sa aking paglipad.
Dahan-dahan kong puputulin and taling humihila sa akin pabalik.
Hinay-hinay kong ibubuklat ang bagong kabanata ng aking buhay.
warning; venting out my current frustration.
i’m starting to dislike/hate my future roommates and we haven’t even move in to our apartment.
beginning of summer, one of my roommates called me to ask me if i wanted to be their 6th roommate since one of the original roommates decided to room with other people. i said yes as i was planning to move out as well this upcoming school year. so we planned everything out (how much each would be paying and who gets what room in the townhouse that they found). few weeks passed and three roommates decided to back out as well, which left the three of us to look for a more reasonable place as the townhouse was a bit pricey for just the three of us to occupy it. So we said that all three of us would do research and all about nearby places that would be convenient for us to go to school and work during the semester. i ended up finding a place first (well it was actually just me who did the research, which i understand ‘cause during the time they were both working and i wasn’t). so we inquired about it and few days later decided to just go for it. at first we had to look for a cosigner bec two of us didn’t have a good credit. i asked my sister to cosign for us and after several talks with her i finally convinced her. so then we got approved for the apartment. during the course, i finally got a job and started working while one of the roomies lost her job=me having less free time, and her having more time. bec i am working now, i would ask the two of them to follow up with the people from the leasing center and set up a date were we could sign the lease and all-and surprise, surprise they didn’t do shit again. i ended up calling the lady to set up an appointment that would be convenient for all of us to sign the lease. then i gave my future roomies a 2 day heads. so the day arrived and i got there 5mins early and the bitches were late for a good 20mins. i was still fine after all that and was still nonchalant about them relying way too much on me. so we got the lease done and just had the utility bills and internet connection to worry about. i first asked them if they wanted to have the billing under their name and they just had this whatever attitude, so i just took the responsibility again and said i’ll just fix all that. i was doing this whilst they were reading all the paper works for the apt. since i was doing it via phone it took a bit longer than we expected. i guess the two roommates were just in a hurry to leave for a party or something as they were giving me a look while i was on the phone. so i tried rushing it with the operators and all but since i didn’t have all the documents ready for whatever dominion and cox required at the moment, i had to reschedule a call from them. so hanged up the phone and as soon as i turned around to talk to my roomies, bitches gave me attitude. after all i did for these two ungrateful bitches they gave me no thank you and an attitude. UGH!!!!!!!!! i’m proud to say that i kept my composure and stayed calm throughout the time they were bitching at me. i just hope these two won’t carry this attitude when we all move in together. but yeah, good thing that i don’t have to worry about the apt anymore. now off to my next prob… =_=
for the past few mins-hour i’ve been trying to go to sleep. i haven’t gotten much sleep for the past few days bec of work and random visits from friends and now i’m trying to catch up on it but for some reason my body won’t let me sleep. it’s making my head hurt like crazy. everytime i close my eyes, random images flashes through mind. there’s also this weird feeling in my chest that is not pain. it’s making me curled up in a fetal position even though i’m not really feeling cold. i feel like my senses are effing with me right now. UGH!!!!!!!! i want to sleep. lol. and tomorrow i still have to wake up around 9 or 10 to sign my lease and to talk to my financial advisor. life. hehe
i love the pay.
i love the hours i get.
i love my co-workers.
i love the weekly salary.
i love the free food i get.
i love talking to well-off ladies.
i love the classiness of the workplace.
i love putting pieces of clothing together and creating a look.
the only thing i don’t love as much is the lack of sleep i’ve been getting, but still i love my job. :)